A life lost,
Tears shed.
Who knew just one mistake,
And youd be dead.
So much left undone,
So much unsaid.
You had tons of talent,
So much love to give.
Its so very sad,
A life unable to live
You thought you were invincible
Nothing could ever go wrong
Your life was all planned out
But now its all gone.
It was just one mistake,
Who knew that youd be dead?
Not able to have what I want…
Not wanting what I have
Pulled this way
Pushed that.
I need this
I need that
Standing alone never knowing…
You tell me to do this
You say I have to do that…
Psychosis is setting in
Always on edge
Always needing more.
I want to be satiated
to finally be able to relax.
One day it will happen,
But today isn't that day.
I don't see tomorrow being it either.
i look into your eyes
love fills mine
my heart says yes.
my head says no.
one more time i tell myself
one more try.
my head is screaming no!
undecided... torn
your grey eyes have burnt a hole through me before...
will i be able to take it again?
I just I am just a little upset the voice said quivering.
Lacee this is you right. Matt said
Yea its me.
Whats wrong? Why are you so upset? Are you hurt? matt said in a concerned voice.
Well umm Im sorry I shouldnt have called you have other things on your mind I am sure. Ill let you go, she said getting ready to hang up the phone.
No please no dont hang up. I could use to not think about my problems for a bit sorry that sounded a bit mean didnt it, he said. She laughed lightly and told him it was not at all
Matt woke up lying on his disgustingly dirty bathroom floor. Jeremy and he had drunk both cases of beer the night before. His head was pounding and body aching. He fell onto his back and looked up and slowly opened his eyes.
Shit! He thought and jumped up. He soon regretted the fast movements when his face met up with the porcelain god again. He flushed his vomit then slowly moved to the sink and washed his face then looked at himself in the mirror. His temporarily relieved problems all coming back to him. He made his way into the shower and washed up. By the time he got out he remembered work again.
He looked at his clock by his bed it